Friday, October 20, 2006
i had a friend who once told me he would
never betray me yet told what suppose to
be a secret to someone else.does this promise
he made to me still stands or has it fallen
because his loyalty sway.
i had another friend who claim that i once
told her true friends would accept each other
when it was her who said it and told me to stand
in others shoes yet she does not try to in mine.
she told me to taste others life but why doesnt
she stand in mine.
perhaps i thought to much but what she wrote
was like a farewell letter to me.
telling me that she isnt continuing to be my friend.
i treat them as friends, tried to adapt to a surrounding
that is different from what i leave in. yet was
told that i changed to someone else.yet never
ask if they had changed.i do not ask for anything but
jus need their understanding for i have let
down many dreams and wishes just to make
them happy but yet my efforts cant be seen
only my flaws are seen.
i just need you guys to know my pain
i dont need you guys to do anything but
just understand.
but no matter what i love you guys:]]]
cause your friendship is the best thing that
happen to me in my life. your guys help me
realise what is friendship about and things in life
others can never show me.
no matter i have to thank you for all you have given
me:]]] kom ma yo
________hate is when you hate yourself$>